Creativity

Here we are all adjusting to living without a school schedule. I have started to try and get up at the normal time. Do my normal things. I'm not quite there yet but I have made a good start.

Today was the first day I went back to crafting. I have no crafting talent anymore. I don't know what has happened. I guess it fell out of the moving truck on the way here, or maybe I didn't pack it at all.

I sat and looked at my supplies, all in a big mess. I pulled out my projects that I had started for Halloween, they were horrible. I now craft in the basement. It is bigger than my last space but it is not filling me up with creativity.

I'm hoping that this is all temporary. After all I have gone through some major changes all at one time, at least that is what I am telling myself.

Could it be that talent evaporates? You have a finite amount and once it is gone, Good by! Can it be that you just feel overloaded and tired? so creativity just takes a back seat? or in my case, no seat at all. It missed the bus altogether.

I hope not. Crafting is what I am good at. Not just good, great. I will be heartbroken if it is gone.

So I guess I will watch tv, read a book, walk on the beach and maybe, just maybe, when I least expect it, Creativity will tap me on the shoulder and want to walk with me for a while.